From heaven to hell

when i first came to Qinghai in China as an intern, I spend my first 2 months in excitement.  Then I met my girlfriend and decided to find a job.  Finally ended up as an english writer in a travel magazine.  last week, my girlfriend left me becos of the opposition from the family and I moved from her house to an apartment where there are only basic furnitures.  I spent nights alone and tried to contact her but in vein. 

My parents also opposed my stay in China, even for just 6 months in my plan and beside seeing my colleagues in the daytime I had no vitality to go out and hang out in this small city because every street I am familiar is filled with the images of my girlfriend, sometimes I want to go back to my home town but I did not want to leave without any accomplishment.