Hi Beppi...
I have been living here since 2014. I came here on a student visa and successfully finished my masters in Biology in 2017 at the university of Ulm. I graduated with good grades even with the fact that I had to study with side jobs to sustain myself. I also welcomed my son into the world just before I presented my master thesis. He's German and that gives me the permit to stay after my studies. The thing is that I felt academia is not for me anymore after my masters because my thesis took 1 year instead of 6 months. In other words, I don't have interest to do a PhD.
Since 2017, I have been applying for a job. It's a tough one. I am sure I have sent out over 100 applications and my CV are in German and also in English. I am doing this while at the same time learning German. I am currently at Level B1. I have gotten a few telephone conversations and a couple of face to face interview. I have also gotten a few companies that asked me through email how much I want to be paid and afterwards I would get a rejection. The last one at a pharmaceutical company in Heidelberg boiled down that I don't have work experience. Most of the graduate trainee jobs I applied to have been declined. Of recent, I started applying to "Ausbildung" for the year 2019 and they also have been rejected maybe because I am overqualified. One of the places I applied for the "Ausbildung" had to reply if I really want to do it. 😂
I am reconsidering going for a PhD but the thing is that I don't know if I am motivated. I never knew it would be this hard to get a job since my studies were conducted in English and most literature review, materials and methods or most research are in English.
I had to write this because I got two rejections on a Monday morning. I thought I had the chance of landing at least one of them. I am also short of ideas on my next step. Maybe a change of career as I have work experience as a sales Representative from my country. I just don't know anymore. It feels like this country just wants me to do only menial jobs until the day I decide to leave it. I hope it doesn't come to that...