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a permit to be sad..

aabie ryan

i can't believe that it takes only a week to change my life..
i used to be an uncommon girl with infinite energy to do million of things happily and i didn't give a damn with a private feeling of my own..

but today i look at my self in the mirror,i realize that i had change..
i used to be tough..i used to be easy-going girl..a happy-go-lucky girl..
but heeyy!! look at me now..

i keep telling my self that i can't lose something that i don't possess..

but,oohh..please..it's not that easy!

is there someone out there who is willing to slap my face and zap me back to the reality?

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Fred

aabie ryan wrote:

is there someone out there who is willing to slap my face and zap me back to the reality?


As a Sadist, I would be happy to slap you around a little.
Do you want me to bring my whip and leather gear? :D

aabie ryan

mas fred wrote:
aabie ryan wrote:

is there someone out there who is willing to slap my face and zap me back to the reality?


As a Sadist, I would be happy to slap you around a little.
Do you want me to bring my whip and leather gear? :D


Ummm..I'd better run away then,from reality and even more from mas fred...

Primadonna

aabie ryan wrote:
mas fred wrote:
aabie ryan wrote:

is there someone out there who is willing to slap my face and zap me back to the reality?


As a Sadist, I would be happy to slap you around a little.
Do you want me to bring my whip and leather gear? :D


Ummm..I'd better run away then,from reality and even more from mas fred...


Woehahahahahahahahhahaahahahahhahahahahahah
Woehhahahahhaahahahahahaha
Woehahhahahahaahahahaha

aabie ryan

Primadonna wrote:
aabie ryan wrote:
mas fred wrote:


As a Sadist, I would be happy to slap you around a little.
Do you want me to bring my whip and leather gear? :D


Ummm..I'd better run away then,from reality and even more from mas fred...


Woehahahahahahahahhahaahahahahhahahahahahah
Woehhahahahhaahahahahahaha
Woehahhahahahaahahahaha


sssssshhhhhhhhhhh..Primadonna..he will run after us then,,be careful!

Primadonna

Well, I think he must have a lots of money before he can travels to the countries where we live and even then, it will be hard to find us :P

aabie ryan

good for you then,primadonna...

unfortunately i live in the same country with him..

geez...

Adim

there is a saying, to cure the heart give it whant it want..we cross fingers for u, good luck girl!

aabie ryan

Adim wrote:

there is a saying, to cure the heart give it whant it want..we cross fingers for u, good luck girl!


:kiss:
oohh Adim..thanks

Primadonna

There you go Aabie...

aabie ryan

Primadonna wrote:

There you go Aabie...


primadonnaaaaaaa....
i wish i can hug you..

ps : why do you guys don't have hugs emoticons??

jazzy851

Do you want me to bring my whip and leather gear? :D


Are we talking a bit of slap n tickle or something else - although the leather gear and whip implies something else!! :lol::lol:

Ummm..I'd better run away then,from reality and even more from mas fred...


Yep - good choice !! :D:lol:


Well, I think he must have a lots of money before he can travels to the countries where we live and even then, it will be hard to find us :P


I dont think such things are allowed in the Gulf - :P:lol:

Fred

aabie ryan wrote:
Primadonna wrote:

There you go Aabie...


primadonnaaaaaaa....
i wish i can hug you..

ps : why do you guys don't have hugs emoticons??


As leather and whips didn't do it got you, I thought I'd try poetry.

Wobbling willy penned:

When, in disgrace with fortune and men’s eyes,
I all alone beweep my outcast state,
And trouble deaf heaven with my bootless cries,
And look upon myself and curse my fate,
Wishing me like to one more rich in hope,
Featured like him, like him with friends possessed,
Desiring this man’s art and that man’s scope,
With what I most enjoy contented least;
Yet in these thoughts myself almost despising,
Haply I think on thee, and then my state,
(Like to the lark at break of day arising
From sullen earth) sings hymns at heaven’s gate

However, I tend to think that's just way too miserable so but 29, for 'tis the number of Bill's sonnet, is also handy as a happy number.

July 29 is NASA's birthday.
August 29 is Happy Housewives' Holiday, Michael Jackson and Charlie Parker's birthday.
Deuteronomy 33:29 - Blessed are you, O Israel; Who is like you, a people saved by the LORD, Who is the shield of your help And the sword of your majesty! So your enemies will cringe before you, And you will tread upon their high places. (I, myself, may not agree with this)
Happy Birthday, JFK! May 29 although that didn't really work out well.
AND...

You can fly a Mig 29

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sET5uQ4PfQI

aabie ryan

why 29 mas fred?

Fred

aabie ryan wrote:

why 29 mas fred?


The sonnet I quoted was Shakey's number 29.

Primadonna

jazzy851 wrote:

Do you want me to bring my whip and leather gear? :D


Are we talking a bit of slap n tickle or something else - although the leather gear and whip implies something else!! :lol::lol:





I dont think such things are allowed in the Gulf - :P:lol:


You don't know what happends behind all the closed doors Jazzy!!!

Primadonna

aabie ryan wrote:
Primadonna wrote:

There you go Aabie...


primadonnaaaaaaa....
i wish i can hug you..

ps : why do you guys don't have hugs emoticons??


An virtual hugg will do also:

:par::heart::heart::heart::par:

jazzy851

An virtual hugg will do also:

:par::heart::heart::heart::par:


Now thats a nice thought - :happy:


@AAbie
- Permit's expire after a certain time - let this sad permit expire and then renew it for a happy permit :D;)

J

James

Hi aabie ryan,

You recently shared a very touching story about the little girl with cancer who knew that death was going to be like a trip. She did not survive and now you must allow yourself to grieve her loss and to recuperate your own forces. Give it some time you will get through this low period.

Just remember that in our saddness one of the first things we lose is our self-image and autoesteem. You have to keep in mind that you are a very special person, warm and caring, gentle and loving. You have a beautiful heart and soul. Depression is natural after a loss.

It may sound silly, but I will tell you a technique that works to build your self image. Today, write down on a sheet of paper FIVE things that you like about yourself. Tomorrow, write down five different things. The following day five more (getting harder now) and the next day five more (wow, almost impossible). Every day once you have added your new choices repeat the whole list from the beginning. Say them out loud, like you feel it in your heart. Believe it or not, in very short order you will have your autoesteem back and you will be feeling much more cheerful.

God Bless You aabie, you are beautiful in so many ways!

Deepest regards,
William James Woodward - Brazil Animator, Expat-blog

aabie ryan

jazzy851 wrote:

@AAbie
- Permit's expire after a certain time - let this sad permit expire and then renew it for a happy permit :D;)

J


yea....trying to be happy now...

thanks

aabie ryan

WJ Woodward...

i don't know what to say,but...bunch of thank you!!
you are awesome!!!

James

Aabie,

If you want to thank me then all you need to do is smile. I will feel that you are happy again all the way here in Brazil. God Bless you........ you're one very special young lady.

Cheers,
William James Woodward - Brazil Animator, Expat-blog

aabie ryan

I wish you can see me smiling right now,Mr.Woodward...

*even,still I can't hold on my tears,,happiness tears..I'm glad to know that someone out there do care about me..

Fred

http://www.google.co.uk/url?source=imglanding&ct=img&q=http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-gPJfi4vT_rs/T1n9RrALvnI/AAAAAAAAAbM/cotB9rzpeC8/s1600/bunny.jpg&sa=X&ei=XtpVUOmBBsSJrAfmp4HIBg&ved=0CAoQ8wc4FA&usg=AFQjCNE7s9U6wkE7JMBcgaQtHE6exNFEcw

aabie ryan

How can you post pictures so easily,mas fred???
Aarrgghhhh...
And why bunny? Am I as cute as bunny?
Hahahaha...

Thanks,mate!!
I know I'm cute

Fred

aabie ryan wrote:

I know I'm cute


Never having met you in real life, I have to accept your assurance of your cuteness.
So busy at the moment but I'm still interested in that school thing.

aabie ryan

mas fred wrote:

I'm still interested in that school thing.


aye aye,captain!!
i will let you know..