I broke up with my fiancé a week ago and now I'm in a terrible condition.
It's all started on that website called interpals.net that where I met my first love when he post something silly about my pic on march 19 2012 and since then we were really close friends talking for hours all day and never got bored from each other I opened up for the first time to him and told him about lots of secrets and things related to sexual harassment and such
at that time I couldn't trust any man but he was the first man I trust him ..
He is an American living in Philadelphia and I'm an Egyptian living in egypt
Really long distance but it wasn't a big deal at all to us at that time he told me he loves me in August 2012 and since then we were really good couple and distance is nothing for them,,,he had some troubles with his family and he was going to move to egypt so we can start our life together ,,,
At January he finally was able to come and see me for the first time and I'm not gonna lie it was so awkward at first but that's was normal ,,after time we got used to each other and begin to act like normal couple
And then we got engaged on Feburary 2013 and it was amazing we were so happy that it become official ,,,I had faced lots of things just to convince my parents to do that cause it's not normal here for an Egyptian girl to marry a foreigner specially someone she only knew from a website
At the middle of Feburary he went back to US and he never told his parents that he got engaged ,, I was kinda hurt because of that but I didn't show him that ,,,he told me when I move in after couple of months to egypt then it'll be more acceptable to tell his parents ,, so I agree on that at that time
During our relationship we had lots of ups and downs like any couple and the distance between us was horrible and make things worse
He wanted to study medicine in egypt and I was ok with that but not ok with my parents cuz they told me how is gonna spend money on you when you guys get married if he is still a student and medicine school here take 7 years!!
and I convinced them it'll be ok after long time ,,,and secretly told him to apply and see if he will get accepted and he did in July but they rejected him ..
And he asked me to search for a job for him and I did lots of things till I was able to find him a good job as a teacher in egypt with good salary ,,, and I told him that's enough comeback I miss you and be was like soon we will be together..
I did everything I could to be with him and I had lots of fights with everyone ..
My parents at first didn't want us to Skype and video chat and he was mad about it but after a month I was able to convince my parents that it's my right to do that with my fiancé
And they agreed finally.
And when I told him about that I was so happy but he nevered Skype with me !!
And two weeks ago I was going to a vacation with my family and friends and before I travel I told him I miss you so much and he told me I miss you too really,,, I told him comeback I'm having terrible time here without you
he told me just enjoy your vacation and I'll figure something out
.
Once I arrived back home he texted me like sorry we can't be together anymore and I can't keep pretending that I'm happy anymore
I was like why ? He told me cuz of ur parents
I surprised like what?! He told me they are making things hard on us and that pulled me back from you slowly
All of that in his imagination my parents love him now and even buy him things and such..they were only making things hard on us like only a month after the engagement that's all
But he just gave up on us that easily and that's really broke my heart now
I can't believe I trust someone like him that can't take responsibility and give up that easily
I told him its just because of distance and we will be alright when you come here again and we spend more time together but he was like sorry
I spend this week in a terrible state crying all the time and still crying and can't believe that love can disappear like that