Hej All,
I just back from short holiday In Amsterdam, was really fun as always, but then when I come back home and in the moment I step in to my house, the blues start over how alone i can be.
I work for global company which is required me to travel frequently, I just pack and unpack my luggage and go, life from hotel to hotel and airport to airport, it was fun but then I sacrifice my social life..almost all my best friend start up for family and we almost loose our contact as we never get a chance to meet up. Then my hangout time with friends decreased a lot from time to time.
I found myself enjoyed travel solo around the world and I really happy to have lots of friends wherever i go to visit them, but then when i come back here those feelings lingering and its so awefull.
Next year I will move to sweden for work but then I want to leave this country with different perception as might be i still can change that point.
I know this subject sound very depresive but no..Im a happy bubbly person..I just want to pour it out what inside my mind which is i wonder quite sometime why I do feel alone in my own home land.
Cheers