My first week here is bad. I got very sick and the reason is stress of my husband. He is the reason why im sick. He complains about everything. Money, food,on the road. He is so unhappy because he need to feed me. He is always on the go for an activity with his Friends but will get mad at me when he have to buy me medicine. Specially when he had to bring me to the hospital. A lot of times I want to kill myself because it really made me feel I'm a burden. He don't say it directly but with his actions I can tell he regret tHAt he is providing for me. He would always tell me to find a job.He knows I don't have a bsn yet.