Picture it......Jan last year
Me at airport crying in hubby arms, about going home.He says stay then, but you cant as visa about to expire and you have job and house back home.
Plane takes off....too late to shout 'I changed my mind plz'.
Cry the whole 8 hour flight. get through customs after they do additional checks on you when your name flagged up
as you lost your passport the year before when you last visited.
Get to mcdonalds and have a meal as your starving, it does nothing for you.
16 months later you still know you should have stayed there.
At work my uniform has company name on the back in bold letters, because i ware a hijab i get asked ...do you work here, or they talk slowly.
One of these days im going to say 'No im just wareing the uniform for fun.