Sorry if i sound a sadist which i am not (was would be more appropriate). I am posting my story here as i dont have anyone to listen to it. (lol, i really sound stupid now as i havent done anything of this sort before)
I was kinda forced to come to Saudi Arabia for work from my parents (I still dont know why i gave an interview). I didnt wanted to come as i knew this was not a place for me as i was always into friends, parties, and all the things a normal person does during his younger days. I knew there was nothing of that sort here.
well anyways, lets skip the other things and get to wat changes in life i m going thru.
I get up in the morning around 8 (i used to get up no later than 11 am) and get ready for work.
at 6pm, i go back home (for wat? i used to think at this time).
sit at the couch, thinking wat to do for about an hour (never had a time to think).
After using my brains for indecisive cause, i remember of food for which i have to again make the use of my head to decide were to go and as usual i land up having a burger, pizza or a shawarma. (never ever had supper so soon before)and i gained 13 kgs in a year!!!! (i hate myself for that)
After stuffing my tummy, i go around the city alone for a while as dont have friends (didnt meet anyone who has my kinda idea of enjoyment. not their fault too, as they r here to earn)
then go back home and again think for a while and doze off to sleep around 2am (Man! that was the time i used to think of going back home)
I am sure everyone here might have gone thru this, but its just that i wanted to talk to someone about it and so i did here...
the things i wanna do are:
be free (never till this iqama thing exists)
hang out wherever i want and with whomever i want (a bouncer didnt allow me to enter a mall unless i accompany a woman. even refused to tell me when i asked where to find a woman)
party (cannot even think of that at the moment as i dont know anyone in the compounds)
I would be grateful if someone shares/gives me the solution for all this...and ya, sorry for all this crap i have written but sure i have brought some kinda change in your life. the change is thinking that another person has joined the club!