My egyptian husband had just passed away.living alone with my son here seems a new life for me.I feel so alone and devastated after my beloved hubby passed away.: don't know what is better if it is to stay here or go back to my country.my son who's' age is ten doesnt want to leave egypt and so do i.staying at my house makes me feel like my hubby is still with us.I cried every time, he was kind man and loving.I don't wanna go home either but I feel so alone here with no families even my hubby'd family does even mind us..I just don't know what is best to do right now