Hi there,
Me and my boyfriend are now 8th months and we really love each other. But there's so many trials now. He is married and has 1 daughter but separated already. He wants to file an annulment, but because we don't have enough savings for the cost of annulment, he planned to work abroad, he really wanted to marry me and I want to marry him also, but because he's married we cant be marry and our only chance is annulment.
I respect marriage because this is the only way we can be fully be happy and not by living with worries and hurting the people around you. Love is not just the two of you its about living in peace and with blessings of God. Aside from that, my boyfriend has daughter, he doesn't want his ex side and parents to know about me, so technically he hides me and wasn't able to introduce with his family. It is because if they find out that I'm existing in his life he doesn't have the rights to see his daughter again. I understand because it is his daughter. Thou I really love him it hurts me a lot.
Aside from that me and my boyfriend doesn't belong to same church. Technically in my part it is forbidden to marry non believers in our church. But my boyfriend is willing to convert. And now the problem is what if he converts but still un-annul? How can I fight for this relationship. I don't want to take live in or "magtanan".. I still have respect and love for my parents - I don't want to hurt them.
My boyfriend knows how hard it is for me, and willing to accept whatever my decision. Because its really uncertain if all our plans will do for us, if annulment can be the answer for us to be happy and live with peace. He promised that no matter what happens he's with me and will love me. My mind tells me to give up but my heart doesn't want to give up.
Any advice I appreciate. Thank You so much